Sunday, April 23, 2006

Kryptonian Complex

…or the Superman Syndrome

This is a good day. This day marks the end of a season, which has taught many lessons, both in and out of the classroom. It was an early morning after a late night. Situations of this sort seem to be common this time of year. There was no beeping alarm, no blaring music to dissent the desire to continue the comforts of nocturnal respite. Rather, it was responsibility rocking the shoulder and whispering, “There is much to be done.” The numbers on the clock read something of the seven o’ clock sort, a number much to close to the time that was caught by my dozing gaze hours earlier.
Covers pulled up, pillow fluffed ignoring the rocking of responsibility for what seems like hours another look reveals it is now 7:02. This happens one more before the persuasive voice of the one who was rocking is replaced by a different, stronger voice. It’s the voice of a loving father, who desires success for his child. The comforts of home will soon be traded for the confines of education. Of course there is a bit of time between here and there reserved for daydreaming and reminiscing, a time to reflect on the day behind and plan the day ahead. An eastern walk places the sun up ahead and sparks the imagination.
Thoughts of children playing in the water down by the river, and feeling the uninhabited joy of youth once again; the stone stairs ascend and the cascading waters descends into a pool a water fight breaks out and a friend is left more than moist but less than saturated. A last dinner at her favorite restaurant, a nice restaurant with seats now waterlogged by two foolish adults who acted like children, for a brief moment. This truly was a full day, an early church service with a sermon on love, and an afternoon at the baseball field watching the home team do what baseball teams are supposed to do. The outcome of the game was rather inconsequential as we left before it was over in search of more interactive things.
Sitting on a sister’s bed telling her of these things and discussing matters of no consequence, we stumbled on a matter of great consequence. We are cut from the same cloth, and yet there are so many differences. Why is this? It can be surmised in the title statement. We come from a place that produces great people; this is ware the leaving friend will find herself. It is a great place, one that is missed greatly. The truth is however, that those who are trained in that place are able to fully express the things gleaned from their experience there when they are in a different place all together. Like superman who is only super on earth because of the planets atmosphere, whereas on his home planet all people are the same.
We are all like that in different seasons of our lives. If we can take the good things from one season and carry them to the next we will be able to walk in power against those things which hindered us in the previous season. People from home are like superheroes while at home no one is extra special but put us in a new environment and we stand out like a man in red tights and blue spandex. To the sister, it’s good to have someone cut from the same spandexy (not a real word) cloth & to the friend, it will be exciting to see what color your costume is and what kind of powers you have when you return.
Writers note;
For all those who think superman is dumb and not a good model of spirituality I apologize and if the poetic wording was at times confusing I’m sorry about that too. The readers digest version is as follows; On the way to school today, I thought about yesterday. Yesterday I went to church, took my close friend who is moving soon (which I am very sad about to a ball game, we walked down by the river, splashed each other in the stairway cascade, and went out for a nice dinner soaking wet. Later that night I told my sister about the day, and commented on missing the friend. The friend is moving to our (sister and Is’ home town. Yadah yadah…Superman, spandex, etc.
j.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

He is risen

...He is risen for rizzle (or is it rizzel?)

What's with the ghetto talk j.? Well I suppose it is to illustrate a point. I was in Wheaton IL for a Saturday evening service of which no amount of words could prepare me. It's a long service they said. (four hours to be exact) The church is a bit formal they said. (Anglican) They are somewhat artsy, they said. (I can't explain this one with a parenthetical statement)

It was a four hour Aglo-Charismatic experience. Flags, banners, balls, smells, bells and whistles, it was all there. From dramatic scripture readings and re-enactments to spiritual song and dance. I can't for get the liturgy...that's right mike we had snack time right in the middle of the service the priest was like "I brought yum yumms, who wants some snacks..." (Inside joke if your lost it's ok just substitute the above for [communion]). In four hours I watched the entire Bible re iterated with flags, banners, and black spandex, I saw a priest dance in his robe exuberatnly, and watched an entire congregation participate in what looked like a giant game of ring around the rosary (congragaional dancing for worship).

Forgive me if I am coming of irreverant It was awesome, I hope to go again some time, and bring lots of friends. It was totally worth it. Abby has a vid clip of the dancing priest but I don't think she will show it. Although there was no mixing of God and Ghetto it was a fantastic balance of beautiful litergy and spirit filled praise. For the first time in a very long time maybe ever the spirit of resurection Sunday was very present.

Praise be to GOD!
j.

Friday, April 14, 2006

My destination was the beach...

I intended to see the ocean this weekend
I had hoped to watch the sunrise on Floridian shores
I wished to have waves wash over my feet for resurrection Sunday

I intended to swim the open tides waking
I had hoped to write two songs on forested sheets
I wished to have wandered willfully on miles freely for reasons sake

A trip was taken to a destination much different than once intended
I walked along the shore today in an altogether separate stay than above presented

In a state known for cheese if felt springs breeze blowing on my skin
Skipping rocks on lakes and taking ice cream breaks with a mentor's kin

Sunday's table will hold lamb and spices that scent the air with yum
A different time for my vacation vices I will lay out in the sun

My intention was for the beach...
O.K. for those of you who aren't that keen on poetry, I had originally planned on spending this weekend at the beach in Florida with some friends. After 12 hours in a car it was not the sunshine state but a suburb of Chicago (Kenosha Wisconsin) I found myself in. It was not Myrtle or Daytona I sat on today but the shores of Lake Michigan. It was not close friends but little "brothers and sisters" I spent the day with. Playing cards and taking bike rides, watching a little shake her 2 year old thing to the sounds of river dance and testing a young man on the circle of 5ths while discussing Don Quixote'.

Tomorrow will be a trip to the City for a church service and watching a "sister" membered into her church. Sunday will be a wonderful meal for sure and then its an afternoon train to meet my ride home. Twelve more hours on Mon. and it will be back on the grind pushing for finals. Finally after all of this I will arrive at my blessed Floridian shore on the 3 of May.

Of course it would be nice to be with a mother and father on this passion weekend but, maybe a wondering son in difficult to catch and so the story goes...

j.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Just say snow.

I had finally resolved to selling snow-cones "exuse me, that's shaved ice" right I had reserved to selling shaved ice all summer for a hair above minimum wage when the phone rang "ring, ring" and with that ring came hope that just maybe I wouldn't have to spend another summer in the frozen treat industry. (For all of you long term readers you know what I mean)

Long story short the LORD blessed me with a great job, and a fancy title.
Special Events Coordinator for Dixie Home Crafters & Gutter Guardian. At any rate its a salary position, I only have to go into the office one day a week they pay for all my gass and gave me a phone. Thank God! no more strawberry snow cones (sorry I mean shaved ice) for me.

In other news, after meeting with my advisor a few weeks ago, we found that I will graduate in 3 semesters if I do some work over the next 2 summers. At which point I will head to grad school for my masters and eventually my PHD (I"m not sure what it stands for though)

J. CHurchill Morris PHD has a nice ring don't you think, or Dr. J. for short. Imagine being in a communication course with me, my white sneakers, jeans, tie, and blazer. A bit scarey eh?

Sorry for the personal entry something funnier next time I promise.
j.